Well Folks, this will be my final post for a week or so. I am heading out to the big AZ to catch up with my family and such. Providing we don't kill each other,(Random axing of the relations has been known to occur) I will be back just as soon as I can. I will miss all you smiling little faces and clever blogedness everyday. You all bring me lots of joy and give me plenty to ponder on each and everyday...
If you need to contact me I will be staying at the accommodations above. (See daily pic).
Toodle's Great Peoples :)
May 25, 2007
I'm Hitting the Highway
May 23, 2007
Past Transgretions
Last night I caught my reflection,
As I past the closet door.
I stopped at once to ponder,
Where all the years have gone.
Just yesterday the kids were small,
And hanging on my side.
Innocent, smiling and so full of life.
Their whole world still in store.
So much time I've wasted,
Not being the person I should.
So many hearts I've injured,
While taming my rampant soul.
Stranglely tormented twisted mind,
Thoughts so out of control.
I've bled myself so many times,
I never knew self worth.
For all this I plead for respite.
Take please my confession,
To keep me here evermore.
May 22, 2007
The Mole People
Love lost chain of broken bodies
Too dismayed to care no longer
Their sun was shoved into a corner
Told to dwell there evermore
Their voodoo heart engorged with rapture
Their sickening thoughts of lost adventures
Small cold fingers linger on the door face
Yearning for the warmth of love
Shuffled back to their dark spot
Fragile and pale girl of 4
Catches a small glimpse of yellow bliss
Landing upon her graying cheek
Her small blue eyes glow with fury
As she is herded back into the shadows
Velvet shroud once again contains her heart
Biding her time until the light comes once more
May 21, 2007
When I look up, my ass falls down
Well, posting has definetly been sporatic as of late courtisy of pain pills and muscle relaxers. As Michael pointed out, the Dr. told me he didn't know,so they load me up on narcotics, pat me on the head and point me towards my car. Today I get the round of blood tests so they can heads or tail this fiasco. I wanted to post all weekend like a junky with an itch. Ok, so I did literally itch but when I typed anything it looked more like this---> si&am p;% wieu aiw e v473&*6 9w and bananas ate my pajamas;
Sooo...Yeah that didn't work.
I decided it best to turn on the Heroes marathon and drowned my pillow in drool.Eww..
I still feel like I am in some sort of dream state. Even as I type this I don't really feel like it's real.
This, I hope will be a passing side effect. People think I am loopy enough as it is :)
But, I am so glad to be back and talking with all you fine folks. I hope you Monday is bright and beautiful and hopefully tomorrow, I will understand what the crap you people are saying to me :O
May 17, 2007
More good news
I finally saw the back specialist yesterday about all this weird back and joint issues I have had. He said, you have one of two things. Rheumatoid arthritis or fibromyalgia.
*whee*
I am so excited about this, I can't even tell you.
Ok enough cry baby, change of the subject-
I was getting gas yesterday and couldn't help but here an exchanging of words by two of Odessa's finest inbreds sitting in there car. Just sitting. Doing nothing.
Redneck dude- "Rhonda, Ya wanna see if John has a place we can dump your kids for awhile"
Redneck bitch-" Oh hell ya" cackling "We haven't spent a night away from those little mutherfuckers since Saturday"
Me- (WTF!) it's only Wednesday. I keep this too myself of course.
Redneck dude- " Ya, John said that when they all went to the liquor store last weekend, Shaniyaka(I am sure I got the spelling wrong here) was soo cute because she kept saying all the bottles were Perdy"!
Redneck bitch- "Oh she does her mama proud" "2 years old and she already likes Jack"
(I am assuming Daniels)
Redneck bitch-" I'll bet she will fuck like her mama too"
(Oh god, I am ready to puke)
Redneck dude- " Oh you bet she will if she's anything like you"!
(Oh for fuck's sake, I cut it off at 10 gallons and was on my way. Suddenly, I don't feel so bad about my parenting skills.)
May 15, 2007
Jerry Falwell
"The Moral majority leader" has died....
I will leave leave my personal slant out of this because it might be offensive to some or most. I don't know, but non the less, the dude is dead.
May 13, 2007
Ghosts
I have debated publishing these for fear of ridicule. Ok that's not true because I thrive on criticism, but wanted to do it when I felt like relaying the latest ghost story...
First of all, I wasn't smoking when these where taken and I was taking pictures of other things when these showed up. I can't explain it either and don't really care if people think they are doctored or rigged in some way. I know their not. Anyhoo...
The other evening when we went to see Hot Fuzz with Mob and his lovely bride we had left Boo here alone. We got home around 7:30 and she is in the front yard shaking and muttering something about "our friend" who live in the house. Apparently while she was putting up dishes (this must have confused him because she doesn't do this without being beat, tied and locked in the crawl space under the bathtub), he started heavily rattling the cabinet doors above her head. She says this went on for a good half a minute before she ran outside to call us and her brother. We investigated and determined there wasn't anything against the door so we just chalked it up to another "incident". i feel bad for her because she seems to get the brunt of weird shit because she screams like a banshee and and runs out the door flaying about like a schitzo on crack. I think this fellow definetly has a sense of humor! :)
He is my new hero..
May 11, 2007
Baby Tank
Baby Tank
Fred Willard and Baby Tank
Baby Tank and Sadie
Sitting in chairs with Baby Tank
Baby Tank B-B-Que
aaahhh... just kidding
Baby Tank and the Bicycle ride
Don't worry, no turtles were injured in the making of this post...
Believe
Believe in your heart that something wonderful is about to happen.
Love your life.
Believe in your own powers, and your own potential, and in your own innate goodness.
Wake every morning with the awe of just being alive.
Discover each day the magnificent, awesome beauty in the world.
Explore and embrace life in yourself and in everyone you see each day.
Reach within to find your own worth.
Amaze yourself and rouse those around you to the potential of each new day.
Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect.
This is the essence of your humanity.
Let those who love you help you.
Trust enough to be able to take.
Look with hope to the horizon of today,
For today is all we truly have.
Live this day well.
Let a little sun out as well as in.
Be open to all your possibilities;
Be open to all possibilities…..
May 9, 2007
Industry or What these storms have done to the roof..
This might be dangerous..
Trying to secure my workstation
Too hang the bodies on
What shop wouldn't be complete without Bettie Page in a Devil costume
Hail is such a damaging force that you really can't prepare for. But, on the brightside we get a new roof. Yay!
Well, I'm off kids and I mean it this time but I'll be checking on ya later ;)
May 8, 2007
Wateriness Goodness
If I don't seem like I am around or commenting much in the next few days, it's only because it is that magical time of year again called quarterly reports. As much as I look forward to entering 4 months work of data into a computer box and then cursing under my breath that the f^&*ing reports I do don't add up, alas, I will miss you more!
Be seeing you here and there~ DaniFlazzim
May 4, 2007
I'm not Turtle enough for this club
This is Lucky. She got her name because she has survived a dog mauling (not ours)and being mowed over on several occasions (so I suck). She is very fond of the bananers
*Note* the way in which she devours her prey
Also note the way in which she stores food for the long trek back to...(wherever she disappears too?)
Ok bitch, if you don't get that camera outta my face I will eat your in your sleep.
Completely disgusted with the camera she heads for the burrow she is tunneling under the house. Probably to make plans for my demise...
May 3, 2007
The sunshine on my cheek
The air in my lungs
Yellow, sallow empathetic mind
To waste away every stitch of time
My hardened expressionless face
Turns coldly away from the laughter
Cynical, smirking deviant mind
You have kept me captive
Too long I wait for you
The other shoe...
The other shoe...
Watch and wait you listless fool
Watch and wait you ...
Don't worry, just the other side of my brain that rambles on.
May 1, 2007
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