Mar 14, 2010
So folks it appears yours truly will be a grandma is 71/2 or so months...
After the shock and a couple bottles of vodka I am starting to make peace with this. Even feel that twinge of excitement. It is also the the same twinge that makes me feel old in foul swoop. How does this transition come without the big climax (mine not hers. We're not talking about that one.. Eww) but that of such a huge life changing event that happens quietly and swiftly but hits you so hard you would think you had just been donkey punched by Juan Valdez. That moment in which you realize that the days of your youth have been passed on to the next. Like the torch of madness that is motherhood and your days of sugaring the little shit up until it's being peeled off the ceiling have JUST begun.. Paybacks a bitch missy ;D
Yeah pretty cool..
But scaary as hell.
Mar 5, 2010
Mar 4, 2010
I am in a place I havent been in quite awhile. If stress at your job becomes so big and your paychecks bounce I guess it's time to move on. But where? Now I begin this fantastic voyage that is job hunting. EH..
But what am I doing currently? Blogging.
Somehow I seem to be lost and don't know where to start. I feel like I just walked into a hoarders house and have been told to clean it.
Which by the way.. I have.
My 18 year old just moved herself, her boyfriend and they're 3 dogs and a bird right back home with Mama.
Fuck, fuck, fuckity fuck.
These people are complete pigs and have managed to move their filth into the land of OCD. Overwhelmed does not describe it..
Why did I let this happen??
Cuz I'm Stoopid