Jan 17, 2007

I am de-gothing


So...... I am trying to tone down my image a little. I think all who know me are getting the creeps. THAT isn't what I want to portray to all. I am actually a really sensitive person who will give all of myself if I deem it worthy. I love animals, and children. Please believe me when I say, I do not bury anyone in my backyard. Well ok, but just the once. I cannot however, post neon colors, cutesy shit or unicorns. If I do, please kill me. I am a shitty wife, mother,daughter and friend. I must restore myself now to a place I used to once occupy in another time. I am even painting a folk art picture.... I am desperate I tell ya. So friends, I bid you all good days, and don't drop the soap.

12 comments:

MacGuffin said...

c'mon, we'll all miss the creepyness... besides you have to finish your lullaby.

Blancodeviosa said...

oh yeah, i gotta find that damned notebook...

Knitty Yas said...

awww blanquita!!! i de-gothed about a year ago. wanna know a secret? i regret it completely.

Blancodeviosa said...

it's just when your in the asshole of Texas you gets the looks. i am not sure when i became so macabre, maybe i always was, but i feel like maybe i just need to grow up..

Knitty Yas said...

yeah thats why i took out all my piercings except my nose and stopped dyin my hair and buying latex clothing.

i know now.. im sadder without it than with it. :(

i felt like i sacrificed my happiness for growing up. now im thinkin its time to say fuck all that (skuze my language) and go back to it.

but yeah.. there is a point when it becomes too much. like those 50 year olds that think they are vampires. have you seen that special on tv?? oh good god.

Blancodeviosa said...

i saw those bozos in new orleans.it was funny shit. i don't look the part really but my interest always seem to go back to darker things, like Geiger. Daveyyo said it was creepy and Boo (daughter) said she was scared for my immortal soul. i think that is more due to the wicca tho. i know i scare the shit outta the pta moms.ahahaha now that is funny. big haired texan bitches all riled up! hehehe... yep, like sKinny said, i am going to hell

4 Non Blogs said...

You can dress like a pinata if you want.

You're still going to hell.

MacGuffin said...

Nice, skinny, very nice... me too?

MacGuffin said...

You should express whatever you feel like however you feel like. I just meant Giger's art (which I admire) is creepy not that you should change everything.

Blancodeviosa said...

sKinny- Ole' muther fucker
Daveyyo- I know that you love me thru creepy, twitchy,religious nightmare and spazamatic. You are one of a kind dearest

4 Non Blogs said...

of course, davey..she needs an escort...gaaa!

MacGuffin said...

blanco- one of a kind perhaps but not very dear.

skinny- Que?!? are them fightin words?