oK, I am beginning to scare myself.

I have extraordinary dreams. What some might call nightmares just fascinate the shit out of me. I ponder where my mind went during the night and try to find out the root of the messed up crap that I awake too in the morning. Most nights, when I dream I don't have enough time to lay in bed and hardwire the memory of the dream into my brain, I forget. Just get that vague feeling that is was strange or a feeling of de ja vu. But last night was one of those nights in which the dream was so vivid that it awoke me.



I take you to a place I have never been. I am at an aquarium of some sort, but all the tanks are empty. There isn't much residing there besides algae and such. Really to murky to see in. I am wondering around trying to see inside and I realize I can't see in because I have eyeballs. In this realm, you can only see with your mind. So, I sit and think about stuff. (Can't remember what, dream logic you know) Then suddenly, I reach up and start to pluck my own eye out with my fingers.

Then I wake up to pain and soon realize that I am re-inacting the dream and have a firm grip on my eyeball which in which the only thing saving it is my closed eyelids.....
What I am wondering now is if, I hadn't awaken, been in one of my drugged sleep inducing comas would I have went through with it? Just think, I could have a cyclops today! Wow, I surprise even myself and I know what to expect. Hmmm.... Maybe I shouldn't sleep anymore.