Jun 20, 2007

The Praetorian

Mother told me I wasn't good
for anything
A cold expression and a chip
holding me down
A putrid maggot ridden waste
of puke
A mercenary of epic proportions
you could say
If worthiness were an accolode
I'd surely fall wayside
I know what your thinking
but it isn't true
This is simply why I
do what I do
Don't count your
blessings yet
i am surely on your
tail
For I am the Praetorian
who shall gaineth all.




Just in case your wondering, I didn't write this about myself. It is actually written about someone from the past that I knew. It kind of sucks, so I am sorry. I am in a bit of a block right now. I just hope it clears up before my turn in the Experiment

17 comments:

captain corky said...

On the contrary it doesn't suck at all. I think it's really good. You have real talent!

Blancodeviosa said...

corky- thanks. it all just seems off lately. maybe it's the meds ahahaha.. eh

Paul Champagne said...

It doesn't suck ... but it is a bit depressing. Are you nervous about your turn with the experiment yet?

MacGuffin said...

I thought it was good but now I have to look up the word praetorian. ok, looked it up. I should've known that, I've seen Gladiator.

In Ink said...

Another wrist slasher. If you Pauline and Cathy got together and wrote a poem there would be mass suicides across the blogosphere when people read it.

Personally though, I liked it. You're too harsh on yourself.

Blancodeviosa said...

paul- yes i am very nervous. i am almost last so i have some time.

i hope :O

macguffin- or it can be used to describe a corrupt, venal or a mercenary person. but yes most likely to describe one from the praetorian guard.

michael- i know, i know.. the next one will be happy happy, i promise. i am not a depressed person, i am just fascinated with the dark side of writing.

Drizel said...

It was kinda good....I enjoyed it....well anywhoo....bye for now:)

Big Pissy said...

I'm not a poetry person, but I got it. :)

Loved the puppy picture. ;-)

MacGuffin said...

And it's not fat, it's muscle. Lookit that stride. Sheer poetry in yadda yadda.

eric1313 said...

Poetry is good for a block. Just never let yourself spend too much time at any one poem.

Your friend's mom was quite a beotch to her, huh?

Anonymous said...

Very nice.
The block seems to be going around lately, hope I wasn't a carrier.):
tc

Harmony said...

well i really thought thats for YOU only..ha ha.bye.

Blancodeviosa said...

etain- i know. it's kind of icky...bleh

pissy- yeah he's a funny little guy. even if he's fat and his breath stinks

macguffin- it's fat

eric- i really never spend more than 30 minutes on a poem. if i try to hard it really sucks. well she deserved it. this lady is a puke

cat- i hope not too. have you had your shots lately?
maybe fred is hanging around too much. i get distracted easily

pankaj- thank you :)

eric1313 said...

ha! I was going to say in that last comment that all the best poets (by which I mean Bukowski) say don't spend more than a half hour. Now, editing things later, that may be different if it's good. But creating the idea should deffinitely take a half hour. Some people spend weeks on one poem! Who the hell has that kind of time or sanity to burn? Mines all ashes!

Blancodeviosa said...

eric- i wouldn't. i don't have the attention span frankly. that is why i write poetry. i am a spaz so i get bored if i write too long on one topic. well crap, there goes my novel

eric1313 said...

You could have a novel of connected short fiction that is themed around a hectic life, partying, and having a short attention span because of the damage. That would work. Or maybe not. Thanks for the read.

Blancodeviosa said...

eric. i might just have to do that :)